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Sunday, August 12th, 2007
2:48 am	holy update batman as my friend brian would say!! :o) So its been almost 2 years since i updated this thing. That is a long ass time! Well i finally graduated college. Thats always good. I have been out of college for a little over a year now.  i am a lead teacher at Kids R Kids in marietta. I get a whole new class of kids on monday. The new school year is starting.  I live with my boyfriend in Kenensaw with our two dogs, Lucy and Roxy. They are such sweet dogs!  My family is still doing fine. My sister joined the army. She is at boot camp right now. She is actually injured but they don't know what is wrong with her. Her legs and feet are swollen so bad she can't put her shoes on. She goes back to the doctor on Monday.  i am a grown-up now trying to live my life the best way i know how. Call my cell if you want to hang out! Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Lost in the Moment by Big and Rich (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
11:57 pm	its been a while! So it has been a while since i updated last! I hope all of you get full enjoyment out of reading my update! I don't know who really reads my journal but all that do i hope it makes you smile! :) So lets see what has happened since the last time i updated which i really don't remember when that was! haha! so..we will start with my birthday! Which was in november for those of you who didn't know that! It was awesome! i went down to Auburn and spent time with my bestest friend beth and also david and ben! we had a blast! expect we didn't know where david was half way through the night. The Velcro Pygmies were great once again! i am going to have to go down there a lot more next semester! Just cause it is an awesome place even if it is Auburn! ROLL TIDE!! Thanksgiving rolled around and boy was that interesting! my sister came home from washington DC and we probably got into a fight or two...i really can't remember! Overall it was good! I was dreading going back to school b/c i had a week left before finals! That was the longest week of my life! i swear finals could have killed me this semester! So...after finals i came home! My much anticipated grades came in the mail and the verdict is...4 A's and 1 B! THAT IS AWESOME! I was soooo happy and still am! As a matter of fact my grades are still on my frig at home! I am proud! I wish it could have been all A's but beggers can't be choosers in my world! I have had a pretty good break! I guess...hehe! I got to hang out with great friends which makes me happy! There was only really one bad thing besides me and my sister getting into one or two fights...like sisters do! I liked this guy and he totally rejected me! it sucked! It wasn't the fact that he rejected me that pissed me off...it was the fact that he came to my house to meet my family, went shopping with me, AND told me he wanted to be my new years eve kiss and then told me he didn't like me....thats what pissed me off! I am over it now though...he wasn't worth my time! I am still friends with him though! Oh the lighter side of things...i got some great gifts for my family and i got some great christmas presents! Christmas dinner was another success! All the food turned out great! I am soo glad that i didn't burn anything this year but i rarely do! hehe! I went to the school box to spend my gift certificates and i spent soo much money in that store! I felt like a real teacher! it was great! I went to learner and bought some teacher clothes which was awesome! My car broke...the powerstearing went out which sucked! However i did get it fixed for only 140 bucks and i have it back now! So it wasn't to bad! My dad gave me money for christmas so that is what that money went toward! I am now just chilling at my house! An old friend came over tonight and we just sat around and talked! it was great! and i actually cleaned my room! i can see my floor again...wow! :) I am leaving to go back to school on monday which is great because i will be able to get back to my regular scheduled program! lol! I went to a kick ass party the other night! it was SO much fun! met lots of new people and it was all around a great time! I am going to my godparents for New Years Eve this year...yet another year without a new years kiss...how sad! oh well! hopefully that will change in the up coming years! it better! Well...i guess that is all for now! i probably forgot a whole lot of stuff but oh well! love ya guys! :) Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: God I'd Do Anything ~ Bo Bice (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
9:18 pm	Thought of the first 20 people that came to mind! 1. Beth 2. Mysty 3. Chris 4. Renee 5. Jessica 6. David H. 7. Brittany 8. Brian 9. James 10. Big Don 11. David S. 12. Robbie 13. Billy 14. Haylee 15. Ridgway 16. Sweet 17. Trey (Beth's man) 18. Jimmy 19. April 20. Stewart 01. How did you meet number 13? I went to HS with Billy! We dated for a few months our freshman year! YOU ROCK BILLY! 02. What would you do if you never met 5? I would be very dreprived of a great friend! 03. Have you ever liked 3? liked...more like in love with! Chris and I dated for almost 5 years. He is my high school sweetheart! 04. What do you honestly think of 10? He is a great guy! The last time i hung out with him was at the supper club and it was awesome! 05. Would 19 and 8 ever go out? Arpil and Brian...nah they never would! 06. If 1 died tomorrow, what's the one thing you would need him/her to know? I LOVE YOU BETH! You are my bestest friend in the whole world! 07. Would 2 and 11 make a good couple?LOL thats all i have to say! hehehehe 08. Describe 6 in three words. Sweet, honest, and adorable! 09. Do you think 12 is hot? Of course Robbie is hot..hehe! Love you hun! 10. Would 1 and 17 ever go out? LOl thats really funny seeing how they are going out already! 11. What do you think of when you see 8? Good friend 12. Tell me something humiliating about 11. I really don't know anything that i would want to repeat! hehe *evil grin* 13. Do you know any of 7's family members? well Brittany is my sister so i know all of her family members! 14. What's 20's favorite color? i am not sure what stewarts favorite color is but i know his prelude is green 15. On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? 10! hehe Love ya girly! 16. What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you? Renee has already done that! After all she is my best friend! 17. What language does 19 speak? April speaks English 18. Who is 18 going out with? Jimmy is going out with Jenn 19. Does 2 have any siblings? Yes Mysty has an older brother, Kyle and a little brother, Cody! 20. Would you ever date 7? ummm...no she is my sister 21. Is 15 single? As far as i know Ridgway is single 22. What is 10's fantasy? I am not sure what Big Don's fantasy is but maybe i should find out! 23. What school does 16 go to? Sweet goes to Piedmont 24. Where does 9 live? James lives in NC but he goes to AU and spends all his time there so i guess he really lives in Auburn 25. Would you make out with 13? I don't know...hehe...i have before! ;) 26. How did you meet 15? Long story! hehe! I met Ridgway at a visitation day at piedmont my senior year of HS! Who knew i would date him my freshman year of college! 27. What grade is 17 in? He is greaduated from HS but i am not sure if he is in college. 28. When was the last time you talked to 12? I talked to robbie just the other day! we were talking about him getting me a ticket to the UGA vs. Arkansas game! WOOHOOO!!! It is going to be a PARTY! 29. What is 3's favorite band? It changes so much but i would have to say chris' favorite band is Pink Floyd! 30. Would you have sex with 9? It all depends! But probably not! Sorry james! i love you though! Leave me a comment! Post this for yourself too! :) Current Mood: tired Current Music: Desperate Housewives (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
3:36 pm	YAY! So I am sitting at work not doing anything so I decided that I am going to update my journal! I haven’t updated in a while! Guess what?? Two months from today is my 22nd birthday!! I am excited! School is going all right! It is kind of boring and stressful all at the same time! I am 6 weeks through my classes, which is good! I only have 2 more night classes in Athens, which is good because I am really tired of having to drive to Athens every Monday night! I only have 2 more classes on my wed. night class, which is good, but I start another night class second session! Oh well I guess! It is school and I have to finish! I had my first student teacher meeting the other day! I am sooo excited about student teaching! I won’t find out where I am student teaching until after thanksgiving! That is such a long time from now! My friends here at Piedmont are all right I guess! I have been having some issues with one in particular but I won’t mention any names! They have this thing that they never pick up the phone when I call or text them and so I stop calling and texting them. Well, when I do that they start calling and texting me! It is a vicious cycle! I don’t know and I am starting not to really care anymore! Mysty is doing great! My friend David from PC is SO funny! He was mean to me today but he is still a great guy! My friends back from Marietta are doing good as well! Brian is working his butt off and going to school! We had a little issue two weeks ago but it is all resolved now! Beth is doing good I guess! I haven’t seen her in forever!!! I am going down to AU on November 19th (the day before my birthday) to see the Velcro pygmies so I get to go see Beth too! I am excited to see her! Her and her man are doing great! Renee is doing well! She is seeing someone too! From what I hear he is a good guy! I went to white water with my friend David two weeks ago! We had a lot of fun! We took my two little cousins! Boys boys boys! I don’t know what I am going to do with them! I think my love life is on hold at the moment! Which sucks! I really like someone but I don’t know if they feel the same about me! Oh well I guess I am just going to have to wait and see! Family life is going ok! My sister is up in Washington, D.C. now which is great for her but sucks at the same time because I miss her and want her to be home! I am going to go see her for my fall break! I am soo excited! She bought my plane tickets yesterday! My mom is having surgery on Friday, no a big deal surgery but she will be out of commission for a few days! Patience is doing really well in Kindergarten! Annabelle is so adorable! Maddie is in the 3rd grade but I am assuming that is going well but I never get to see or talk to her! I got to see Phantom of the Opera the other night! That was a great night! It was one of the best shows I have seen! The only thing that sucked was we had two intermissions! The fox theatre was having technical difficulties and so they had to stop the show 7 minutes before the real intermission! But regardless of what happened it was still an amazing show! GUESS WHAT??!!??!!??!! CATS is coming back to the Fox in January!!!! It is the 25th anniversary last chance show! I am definitely going to see that! I have already seen it once my senior year of high school but it is definitely worth going to go see it again! I need a new shirt because the one I got my senior year is all faded and doesn’t look to good anymore but that is probably because I wear it all the time! I don’t think there is really anything else going on in my life! I wish there was some excited news to tell you but there really isn’t!! Talk to you all later! Love you guys! ~Lindsey Current Mood: okay Current Music: Drive ~Incubus~ (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 30th, 2005
9:43 am	Finally.... Well I haven’t updated in a while so I guess I should. A lot has been going on this summer. I have been working my butt off which sucks but its good too because I am making lots of money! Work is boring and mind numbing! I do the same thing every single day. I can’t wait until I start teaching because every day will be different. I finally finished summer school! It was freaking boring as hell! I am so glad its over! I ended up making 2 As, 1 B, and 1 C. I am really proud of my grades. The class I got a C in I thought I failed and I got the B in history. That’s right I said I got a B in history. Hold the applause! LOL! I really enjoyed that class! That is my first grade higher then a C in a history class in my whole life! When summer school ended I came back home and worked again! I am really excited to go back to school because I get to start my normal day-to-day routine! I am moving into my new dorm room today! Veno (my step dad) is coming and helping me move all my crap! I am excited because my new room is awesome! It is in the brand new dorm! Its great! On to other things! I am driving my sister up to Washington, D.C. on the 26th of August. She is leaving for a whole year! That is such a long time to be without my sister!!! She said she is still going to come on holidays and I am going to have to make a road trip to go see her a few times! She is doing an internship that is why she is moving there for a year. She will be working with 16-21 year olds helping them get their GED! Which I think is just wonderful! I wish I could do that especially when I am going to be a teacher! I can’t believe it is my senior year of college already! If feels like just yesterday I started! It is crazy! I have to turn my application to graduation in by September! That is so early! I really just can’t believe I am almost done! So many of my friends from Piedmont will be going back home and starting their lives and I will still be at Piedmont because I am staying for my masters! I hope I don’t loose touch with all my friends after this year! On the other hand I am really excited to meet new people that will be at Piedmont this fall. All the freshman and transfer students move in on the 7th of August! I am so excited! Well, I have found some interesting things the last few weeks! Found out that someone likes me! He is a wonderful guy but the biggest problem is that I am still not over my ex. I don’t know why I am so stuck on Chris, wait, I do its because I dated him for almost 5 years and he is/was the love of my life! I don’t know what to do to get over Chris but I have to figure out something! I can’t go around thinking about what he is doing at the moment! I can’t wonder if he is going to call me this weekend or not to hang out! I have other friends that will do that for me and I need to focus on those friendships! Speaking of friends… Beth Howie, my bestest friend in the whole world, is awesome! She has a new boyfriend that treats her amazing! It is so great to finally see her happy again after all these months! My little cousins are doing well! Patience started Kindergarten soon! I am so excited for her! Annibelle knows her ABCs and she knows how to count to 11. How awesome is that! Maddie just turned 8 years old yesterday! I can’t believe she is 8 already. I remember when that child was born! Well for all those who wanted me to update, here you go! I have to go finish packing now because Veno will be here soon! BYE! Love you all! Current Mood: tired Current Music: Hazel Eyes ~ Kelly Clarkson (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
11:46 pm	Very sad sad weekend...... So, last weekend was not a good one! I went to Auburn on Friday afternoon and got there about 4 o'clock. I was really excited because i was going to get to see beth. Well, i took a nap because we weren't going to dinner until 7 alabama time and so i did. I get woken up by a phone call. It was my house. My first thought before i answered it was why is mom calling me...she knows i am here because i called her. Well, i pick up the phone and i just hear my mom screaming on the phone. She told me that two of my animals Weenie one of my dogs and Mickey my cat were killed outside in our fence. I hung up the phone and just broke down! I couldn't believe it! Beth hugged and hugged me! I called Chris and filled him in on everything he didn't know. I then called Brian and he said he was sorry and if there was anything he could do to let him know! I called Mysty and she just couldn't believe it! Then Beth asked me if i wanted to go home and i said in a way i do but i don't. I wanted to go home because i wanted to be there for my family but i didn't want to go home because i didn't want to face the fact that Weenie and Mickey were gone! I called my mom back and asked her if she wanted me to come home and she said yes. So right then Beth and I jumped into the car and left for Atlanta. It was 8 o'clock atlanta time when we left. I text a few people to let them know what was going on! Everyone was just in shock! Two hours later i finally got home and i broke down again! I stayed at my house for a little while and i needed to get out! Brian came over and Beth and Brian and me all went to Taco Mac to eat dinner because it was ten and i hadn't eatin yet! After dinner we all went over to Jimmy's house and hung out! I had a lot of fun there and that is a good thing because i defenitely needed to be around friends that loved me! I didn't sleep at all that night and i had been up for 27 hours straight! I went home and me and my sister took weenie and mickey to the vet so they could tell us how the died! Well we walked out of there with bad news! The vet said they were attacked by one or two large animals. My heart sank! We got home and i fell asleep for about 3 hours. Beth called me and we left for auburn around 3. We got 6 miles away from auburn and there was an accident on 85 and it was shut down. We were parked on 85 for about an hour. We finally got through and got back to her apartment and got ready to go out with some friends. We went to dinner and then we went to a concert. I had to do something to get my mind off my animals. We did have an awesome time! I got up sunday morning and was all ready to go and looked in my purse and my keys were not there. I had left my keys at my house in atlanta. SO, Beth drove me to Newnan and my sister drove my keys to newnan. We drove back to Auburn and then i drove back home. I wanted to get home at noon and i ended up getting home around 3. I was not very happy! When i got home chris was here. He had dug a hole in our back yard for us so we could burry Weenie and Mickey! So we did! I am so sad they are gone. It is just not the same around here without them! I never thought i would say this but i even miss Weenie's bark! I am sitting at the computer and last week Mickey would have been sitting in my lap by now! He always love sitting in lap and watch the curser move. Monday afternoon my mom printed off flyers asking our neighborhood to help and if they saw anything to call. Well, by the end of the night we had over 30 phone calls. There were two dogs that killed Weenie and Mickey and they were roaming the neighborhood on Friday. Several people saw them and 4 people called animal control and animal control didn't do a damn thing about it! If they had done their job then they may still be alive! My mom has been on the phone with people all week long! She even called the news! Animal control said the only way for the dogs to be put to sleep is if they attack a human...what BULLSHIT is that! They have to harm a human before any action can be taked. Well, you know what. If my little cousins were outside on their swingset (which is where Weenie and Mickey were found) and those dogs attacked i don't know what i would have done. The dogs stupid ass owner just lets them roam free. He opens the front door and said have at it! It is a bunch of shit! I am done for now! Thank you so much for all of you that called me or gave me hugs! Current Mood: crushed Current Music: silence (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 29th, 2005
11:03 pm	this is going to be interesting! Well, I haven't updated fully in a while. A lot has happened since i updated last. This semester didn't go so well grade wise, relationship wise, life wise! My grades sucked! I lost Hope Scholarship which is NOT good at all! Thank goodness i still get to go to Piedmont because i really thought i wasn't going to be able to go back. That would have really sucked because i really love Piedmont! I let myself slack way to much this spring. I had way to much on my plate! That will all change next year thought! I won't have a lot on my plate. There will be NO more bad semesters even though there are only 3 left including this summer. Isn't that scary... I am a senior in college. I went to my little cousins ballet recital today and i ran into my band director from middle school. She asked me what grade i was in now and i told her that i am a senior in college. WOW! It sure doesn't feel like it has been 7 years since she has taught me! WOW! That is a long ass time! School will be better next year! I plan on staying at Piedmont for my master's! I might as well get it all over with as soon as i can! My relationships with guys have sucked! First to start off the semester Chris broke up with me! He told me he wasn't in love with me anymore! What crap is that! It just makes me realize even more that he isn't the one for me! I wish i would have seen that a lot sooner! I have met a few guys since chris and they have all turned out not so good. One just didn't like me, which is OK! I don't blame him for that, he is still a good guy and i still talk to him! I liked a guy that doesn't know i liked him! I never told him but he probably wouldn't do anything about it, so it's not even worth it anymore! There is a guy i have been talking to since March and he has just up and decided not to return my phone calls or text messages which i think i kinda crappy! I have decided not to call or text him anymore! If he wants to talk to me then he will call! I just can't believe it! He is a great guy and i really wanted us to work out! There is something special but maybe it is just a good friendship... i don't know! There is a guy that works at the daycare my little cousin goes to and he is really nice! My mom told him i thought he was cute and she asked him if he has a girlfriend! What kind of mom would do that... an AWESOME one! As she says, "i broke the ice so now you can go and talk to him!" How great is that! I am going to talk to him on Tuesday when i pick patience up. We will see how that goes! My life has been OK i guess! My dog had puppies and they are SO cute! My friends continue to amaze me everyday! They are all so awesome and so wonderful to me! Thank you so much! I have become somewhat closer to my family which is not normal for us! :) My sister leaves for an internship in Washington, D.C. in September and that really sucks! Well, it is great for her but i am going to miss her a lot! She is who i look up to! I love her and i want to see her succeed but i don't want her to go! I am starting to joke a lot more with my family which is good! They have always told me to go to Walmart and buy a since of humor! LOL! They are just great! I am back to work and school! They both suck but i have to do something! Work is just long and boring and school is OK i guess! I went to Country Fair with Robbie and Beth! OMG! We had SO much fun! We were 25th row to a SOLD OUT concert! I got the tickets through my work two days before the concert! How AWESOME is that! I went to the Jesse McCartney concert last night. It was an OK concert and i got to meet him too but there were WAY to many screaming girls there! Well i am sitting here not doing much so i guess i am going to go to bed now! I hope this long entry updates you all on my life! LOVE YOU! Current Mood: okay Current Music: If It Makes You Happy (Comment on this)
Friday, May 13th, 2005
6:03 pm	This Riley the little girl! She was born at 1:01AM on 5/13/05! This is Arby the little boy! He was born at 8:00AM on 5/13/05!   They are SO cute! They both fit in my hand at the same time!   Current Mood: excited Current Music: THe TV (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
1:13 pm	Happy Happy Birthday! HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BETHINA!!!!! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BETH! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
1:33 am	So...... I am in the best mood i have been in in a long time!!! I have met someone who is just amazing! I can't even describe how i feel! He makes me smile! Its like the quote in Mysty's profile..."find the person who makes your heart smile!" Well ya know what...he does that! When i talk to him my heart smiles and it hasn't done that in a long time and i have really missed the feeling! Thats all...just wanted to let all of you guys know that i am HAPPY! Current Mood: flirty Current Music: Thats What I Love About Sunday ~Craig Morgan (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 25th, 2005
12:43 am	Are you in MY dash?? I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years. (1934-1998) For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; The cars...the house...the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard.... Are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged If we could just slow down enough To consider what's true and real, And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like we've never loved before. If we treat each other with respect, And more often wear a smile.. Remembering that this special dash May last only a little while. So, when your eulogy's being read With your life's actions to rehash... Would you be proud of the things they say About how you spent your dash? Current Mood: curious Current Music: CMT (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
6:49 pm	YAY!!!!! So guess what everyone......Bailey(my jack russell doggie) is going to be a MOMMY!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY!!! I am so excited!!!!!!!! She is due on mother's day...what an awesome day to have puppies!!! YAY!!! Just thought i would share that! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Mysty's A/C (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
3:48 pm	Looking back.... So i was looking back today at my journal entries for the last month and the last entry i wrote that i was happy was March 22 at 1:05AM. There is something wrong with that! I haven't been in a good mood for almost a month. That sucks a whole lot. Well i am going to update in a better mood. I think that is why i haven't updated as much as i was because to much has been going on and i have been pissed off. I only have 3 more weeks of school left. It is scary as hell because that means i am going to be a senior. I have to get on it because i have so much stuff to do before fall. I can't believe i am almost a senior. My friends that i love dearly are going to be graduating and leaving me here. So i didn't re-interview to be an RA and i think it is the best decision i have made in a long time. They made the final picks yesterday...what were they thinking by making someone who got arrested for contributing to a minor on campus and he punched his roommate in the face an RA. He will have a floor almost full of freshman. It is a bunch of crap but it just makes me more happy that i am NOT going to be an RA next year. After school is out for the summer i get to go on a TEAM Piedmont trip to the beach. I am really really excited about going. The whole thing that i wrote about in my last couple of entries is getting better. I have decided not to work in admissions this summer. I haven't decided where i am working this fall yet. I don't know! I am just really tired of all the crap that goes on in the Admissions office! My room in my house is ALL finished! Chris helped me finish it. We painted it a pretty color. My bed and desk are in there so that means i will have a nice comfortable BED to sleep on this weekend when i come home. Next wednesday, April 27th i am going to Auburn to see beth because she is the big 21!!! I am really excited that she is finally going to be 21! I am really excited to go down there and see her and everyone else too! I have started hanging out with old friends lately. It has been really nice. People that i would have never thought we would be friends after everything that happened between us but we are friends and it is great! So i met this guy back in March. I talk to him almost everyday! He is great! His name is Brandon and he will be a freshman here next fall. He is the sweetest guy. He is a southern gentlemen and that is exactly what i need. He invited me to a concert called Riverbend. It is a week long country concert and it is going to be SO much fun. It is in june and big and rich are playing and so are trace adkins and kid rock. I am so excited i get to spend some more time with him. I am hopefully going to be able to see him this weekend because i am probably going to go see my grandparents and he lives between my house and theirs. I am just really excited that i have met a guy that didn't turn out to be a jerk. So i hope everyone is having a great week. I am sorry for all the previous entries of me being pissed off but i have to vent somewhere. So anyway i think that is all that is going on right now. I will update when something else happens. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Phones ringing in Admissions (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 16th, 2005
1:33 am	well.... Well....make that 6 now (thanks Billy)! i am probably being a baby about all this but it upsets me and this is the only way i can express my feelings with out blowing up at someone! Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Fire and Ice ~ Garth Brooks (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:21 am	friends..... i have to express more anger or i will not be able to sleep tonight. My away message has said the same thing all day long and out of 47 people on my buddy list i think 5 people sent me a message to make sure i was ok. That is a bunch of bullshit. Thank you to the 5 of you! The people that i would have expected something from more then anyone else never even said hey. I guess you find out who your true friends are when you get to college. I wish i would have figured this out sooner! i have had such a rough week and this day has just topped everything off. oh well....i cannot do anything about it now so why should i be mad about it. tell me if you think i should just let it go or i should be mad. Would you be mad if no one called you when were having the worst day every? The people that talked to me...two of them don't even know what is going on...they will find out soon enough but they still just talked to me. WTF!!!!! Current Mood: infuriated Current Music: Garth Brooks (Comment on this)
Friday, April 15th, 2005
10:50 pm	WTF!!!!!!!! What the hell! I hate it when certain people treat others like shit. I hate change when it is just thrown in my face! I hate the fact that great people get shit on! I hate the fact that i can't do a damn thing about it. I hate the fact that this has been such a shitty day! I hate the fact that i have to be up so fucking early in the morning. I hate the fact that this place isn't what it used to be! Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: silence (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 7th, 2005
1:16 am	What do you think? Well... i want to know what everyone who reads this thinks! I am going to be a senior next year. I am studying early childhood education. I want to know if you think it is a good idea to stay for my master's degree at piedmont. If i stayed i would apply for the RD(Residence Director) position in one of the dorms and if i got it i would be here for 2 more years after i graduate next spring. However, if i got it i wouldn't have to pay for my master's degree. Or I can go to UGA to get my master's in Education. Or I can go ahead and start teaching and get my master's my first year teaching. What do you think? i am in between a rock and a hard place. Leave me a comment and tell me what you think! Current Mood: tired Current Music: CMT ROCKS (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
2:42 am	uummm..... Don't you hate it when you can't express how you feel in your own damn journal. What the hell is that about! Current Mood: irritated Current Music: CMT (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 1st, 2005
11:18 pm	Jonny Lang is awesome! This song is EXACTLY how i feel right now! Leave a comment if it is how you feel too!!! "Walking Away" By: Jonny Lang Cry, don't cry for me I can't take it no more that's the way it must be you can't lie, your way back in back into my heart I won't let it be broken again I took a tumble, started to stumble That's when I fell into a love i thought was sent from above I was under your spell All the things that mattered are broken and shattered, one by one I was so sad Now I'm just glad that it's over and done There's just one thing I got to say I truly loved you, but now I'm walking away I truly loved you put not one above you now I'm walking away Current Mood: drunk Current Music: Walking Away ~Jonny Lang (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
1:43 am	So.... I find it just amazing how much people can grow a part when they go to college. I am still friends with my good friends from high school but i can really tell how we have all grown up and a part through the past years. It is sad in a way because there are a lot of people i would have liked to stay friends with but then others it really didn't bother me that we weren't friends anymore. I just remember the times when i would talk to certain people everyday. I talk to Beth maybe once a week, I talk to Brian more now but last saturday is the first time i have seen him since summer. I just don't see or talk to my friends as much as i would like. I guess its because we all have our separate lives but let me just tell you that i enjoyed my old life with all of my friends. Now, don't get me wrong, i have great friends now. I don't think i would have gotten this far in college if it wasn't for mysty. I don't know...i guess it is because she doesn't know what i was like before college but my old friends don't know what i am like after high school. It is just weird. I just want the best of both worlds but i just have a feeling that won't happen. I mean i don't even know why i have a damn cell phone because no one ever calls me. I get calls from a few friends every now and then but i love talking to people and it just seems like people don't care. I know this entry is kind of whiny but you know what it is my livejournal and if you don't want to listen to me whine then get the hell out. I am tired of acting all happy and hunky dory when i'm not. i want my damn friends back. I have made some incredible friends since high school but nothing beats my friends from high school. I am excited to go hang out with brian next weekend and the beth the next weekend. This is the first time i have gone up to see brian and only the third time i have gone to see beth. I guess that is my fault because i have a phone too and a car but i can't always get away from my own hectic life to go see them. Which sucks but there is nothing i can really do about it. It seems like every time i am online there is no one to talk to. Everyone is always away doing their own thing. Is this Gods way of telling and showing me what real life is. I sure hope not!! I can't make it through life with out my wonderful friends. I just miss them all so so much! I don't remember the last time Beth, Renee, and I were all home at the same time. I am one of the only friends from our group that is graduating in may of 2006 and that means i will be back in east cobb all alone! I hope next year will be different! I miss getting phone calls from friends telling me about their weekends or telling me how a date went or tell me when they are upset and they need a friend or just calling me to see how i am and how things are going. I guess i can't expect to much because my own mother doesn't even do that but i guess that is why life isn't fair. This was just a venting entry i guess. Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Self Made Man ~Montgomery Gentry (4 Comments |Comment on this)